
Yesterday morning’s commute to work took place in a damp, cool fog. Awareness heightens when the riding environment presses more strongly – rain, cold, darkness, fog, wind, or even traffic. That awareness is as if a light has been turned on in a dark room. It’s quietly exciting and it’s something I have always been drawn towards. When I stop to make photographs I am often searching for evidence of that change in awareness and try to capture the elements responsible for the change. The shift in awareness is consistent while riding. I’ve also encountered in sailing in the ocean in foul weather or backpacking in the winter. It occurs on walks with my wife on cool nights in our neighborhood while looking at the stars. But with riding it always happens and since I ride almost everyday I get to see the world a little differently with great frequency.
I stumbled across a passage in a book I am reading, “Angle of Repose” by Wallace Stegner, that clearly describes the physical, spiritual and emotional response that I experience and I thought I should share it with you.
“…walks along the shore amid tempests of wind and rain, with a fire and a cup of tea and the sure affections of a sheltered house afterward. Exposure followed by sanctuary was somehow part of Grandmother’s emotional need, and it turned out to be the pattern of her life.”
Reading that passage things came together for me in one of those moments of clarity. A pattern has existed in my life. I push myself through exposure to the elements, through physical challenges but there is always a promise of sanctuary at the end of the road. A cup of tea at a cafe, a warm house, a cozy sleeping bag, a dry cabin on a boat. I ride for the shift in awareness, I knew that, but now I know that there is an additional element that is essential to me – the sanctuary of shelter, friends and family.







